Monday, November 16, 2015

Miracles can happen when you least expect it.

I have been divorced for two years now. It is still weird to me to say that- I AM DIVORCED. I really don’t like the sound of it, and it still can be an uncomfortable topic, but I can accept it. Divorce seems like a defeat, but despite the situation, God still works miracles in my life. One thing for certain I know- God truly has taken care of me and my daughter. There hasn’t been a time where my needs haven’t been met.
I am happy..
More importantly, my 6 year old is happy..
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The last two weeks my daughter and I have been on vacation. We had a wonderful, amazing time. However, I ended up not having enough paid time off, leaving me to have one full week causing me to not get paid. I have been fretting on how I was supposed to get by, because my check will literally be half of what it should be.
I was trying to brush my worry aside…
But secretly wasn’t sure what I was going to do.
Thankfully, God was already working.
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My daughter’s father (ex-husband) has not sent any money for my daughter since we left him. He literally hasn’t done anything. Out of nowhere, he calls and says “I’m sending you $600.00.”
Seriously I thought?
You want to bless me?
Wow…even still just thinking about this blows my mind. Someone that has done nothing but make my life stressful, where we haven’t talked at all, wants to give me money at a time where I truly needed it.
God’s provision for my daughter and I never ceases to amaze me. I feel like time and time again, he does little things like this to show me how much He truly cares for His children.
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Thank you God…

Saturday, November 14, 2015

Standing with France

As I sit at the airport watching the rain,
I almost feel as the drops are God’s tears and His pain,
These are just my thoughts of the latest events,
What I feel, and what I lament,

I can’t even imagine, My heart is grieving for you and your Nation,
For a moment that should have been full of elation
Turned to sadness and death,
As people sadly, unexpectedly took their last breath,

I can’t even imagine waking up one day,
Thinking of such excitement, ready to watch the band play,
Sitting in the concert hall, with a full crowd,
With the music being played unbelievably loud,
When a man runs in, yelling, shooting all around,
And people start running, hitting the ground,
Blood all over, People Screaming,
 People must have wondered if they were dreaming,


I can’t even imagine the pain you are feeling,
I know that the entire world is reeling,
What do you tell a child now missing their  dad or their mom,
How do you tell them their loved one is gone?
How do you tell them their family was taken,
How do you tell them their Country is shaken?

The value of human life should be an important thing,
So, when your passion in life convinces you to bring
The death and infliction,
The pain, yet you have no conviction
You sure don’t make anyone want to join your cause,
You have done nothing, certainly not getting my applause,
In fact, in your cowardly death, you’re in for a surprise,

For God gets the last word, and you’ll get your demise,